If looks could kill
I"m gonna try the good looking guys now.
Let me explain. I know that beauty is skin deep and the inner beauty is what we "should" be focused on. I have noticed that I am like the charity case lover when it comes to looks. I do not date random brothas much. I usually meet a guy and over time become exclusive (boyfriends if you will). The thing is most of them have not been the ultimate match for me in the looks department. Not that I am saying I am King Beauty but you know when lovers looks match? The problem is that these mediocre guy's personalities end up matching their looks. I have allowed some of these barely passables to almost destroy my esteem, compete with me and sponge my sweet naturedness. Yes, I know the "fine" one's can have the same attitude but for ME, I am gonna try something New and be extremely selective based on looks with the belief that their outer beauty WILL match their inner beauty. I know it's possible- well I am here aren't I. :)
Not throwing my pearls before swines anymore.
Most Brotha relationships are usually 1/2 for me it used to be 0/2.
I am going for (deserve) 2/2 how 'bout you?